Be careful what you ask for! OMG, this law of attraction stuff really works! I asked for an online TV presence and I got it, or at least my first 15 minutes. I should've asked to be Oprah's replacement host. Hot damn! Today, seemingly out of the blue I am hosting an online TV show - LIVE. Yikes. Can you say, "what the bleep?" The original host bailed, probably for a real job, and I got the gig as the last resort, plan B or better than no host position.
I can't believe that after only 28 days of visualizing this is actually happening. I hope the force is with me! I am sort of nervous because this is a new show and there is no existing format to become familiar with. I don't know who the guests are or what the topic is and don't have time for research. In other words, I'm totally unprepared and completely winging it.
I had a vision a couple of nights ago that I need to be doing more video interviews, 50-75 more exactly. I thought to myself, how on earth can I do that many in the next 75 days? I had some lined up but was having technical difficulties with the recording software I was using. Now I'm really motivated to get going. This could be a vehicle to do more interviews.
Yesterday I took most of the day off or at least turned the switch off. I allowed my feelings to be my guide. I noticed how I was feeling and did what I was prompted to do which was to take a bath and attempt to take a nap. That in itself was apparently grounds for a good chuckle when my husband walked in on me lying still on the white bed wearing my white robe, after Labor Day and burst out laughing. I know it's comical to conceive that an everyday super hero like me would consider napping but come on! When I questioned his laughing (out loud, mind you and I don't wake him up from naps.) he said that I looked like a peaceful monk. Desired results obtained!! Even if some found it amusing, I was in a Zen like trans, feeling the power of wow.
I'm glad I listened to my deeper inner voice and rested because I don't think today could happen if I was still fried. I think God was trying to tell me something with the itchy feeling I was having. It seems as though yesterday's experiences were almost a premonition. To be in the present moment, even when it doesn't feel good is possible and it's possible to go even deeper. I just got very still and listened to a deeper voice, not the chatter in my head, into a deeper knowingness about what to do. Listening to the silence is refreshing.
Affirmation: Be still and know that I am God.